Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Day 1

I cant believe it.
Im flying.

Or so, im in a flying aircraft.
I grasp Janis hand. HARD.
A mixture of excitement, fear, and disbelief engulfed me.
Hindi ako makapaniwala. Im defying gravity. Im conquering my fear of heights. And my fear of doing things on the first time. It̢۪s the fear of uncertainty, of not knowing what will happen next, of feeling emotions I am not familiar of..

Pwede ka pa lang ma-amaze sa isang bagay at sitwasyon ng sobra sobra.
Kakaiba yung pakiramdam na kahit papano hindi nakadepende ang mga paa mo sa lupang kinatayuan mo.

I cant take my eyes off the clouds. Ayoko, minsan lang to.
No I wont sleep.. ZZzzzZZzzzZzzzzZzz..
Haha, mga excited kse.. hndi nagsipagtulog.

Iba yung feeling habang kumakain ng rainbow bites, at umiinom ng zesto apple, habang masikip ang seatbelt mo, nakatingin sa mala-langit na scenery sa labas ng bintana ng eroplano, at habang payapang natutulog ang katabi mo na kanina lang ay mahigpit mong hinahawakan. iba tlga.. lalo na kung perstym.

It's true that most of the things we worry about, are not even worth worrying for.

I made it. buong-buo... at bingi.

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