You Are 23 Years Old

23 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

see.. i act 2 years older than my age.
hindi naman pla ako isip bata eh..... hmpf.
hehehehe.

happy happy happy
am all revved up. ready to be in the happiest mode.
okay na kami ng friend ko.

*sigh*

excited nako mag-practicum
pag nkapasok nako.
i'd be great.

alam ko kahit na ganito ako..
naniniwala ako sa sarili ko.
someday.. i would be someone that everybody could be proud of.
someday, i would be someone "I" could be proud of.
i may not be much of what i am right now.
alam ko, alam ko pasaway ako.
and i may be all talk.

pero alam ko rin tlga na one day,
i won't fail myself.

cguro nag idealistic akong tao.
puro theory.. walang gawa.
*pero meron, meron akong ginagawa.
(akala nyo lng wala, pero meron! meron! meron!)
i know its not my best.
and there are thigns that i need to work on.
at marami akong pagkukulang sa iba..
sa sarili ko..

pero sa totoo lang
all i need right now is support
to know that someone believes in me
na kahit na i'm a mess
nakikita pa rin nya na may mganda din naidudulot ang basura.

i read all my past entries dto sa blog.
most of them about kay myk.
tagal na rin pla..
mga one term din akong broken hearted
3 months ko din iniisip kung anong nagyari..
kung san ako nagkamali.
kung anong kulang.
o kung may sobra..

i could still feel how in love i was at that time
at ngayon narealize ko
all my blog entries then was of "me" in love.
none of them were 'him' in love with me.
no, this is not one of those bitter entries.
i don't hate him.
i loved him.
and i know he loved me at a time too.
this is more of.. acceptance.
oo, masarap ma-in love
masarap magmahal.
pero masarap din isipin na meron ding magmamahal sayo nang higit pa sa inaakala mo.

i'm in love.

*sigh*
haha, i know.. how redundant.
na naman.
i use the "L" word, as if it was the first time.
at alam ko,
pwedeng mali na naman ako..
pwedeng na-ooverwhelmed..
pwedeng natutuwa lang..
or kahit anong pwede pa.
pero pwede rin namang tama dba..
pwede ring "eto na tlga"
lahat naman naghahanap ng taong mkakapalagayan mo ng loob
at masasabi na,
"finally, i never have to wander again..
coz here you are.. with me."
at lahat hindi makakasigurado
we could only hope for the best
and in my part, i not only hope but believe
believeing always helps
lalo na kung parehas kayong naniniwala.