Take this pain away..
Take it.

Take my heart in your hands.
Take every beat.

Take me in your arms.
Take me now.

Let this be my plea
And hear me.

Take me. My heart, my soul..
And I?m yours and yours alone.
Won?t you please hear me

got a new cellphone.
eveyrone says im so lucky.. im blessed.
only a week after i got robbed
(it was more like a blessing in disguise, dahil sira na yung phone na yun, and i've been meaning to get rid of it, dahil magastos kung ipapagawa ko pa),
napalitan na kaagad yung phone ko.
When i got home, it was there carefully given in a paper bag.
And i dont even have to ask for it.

Sabi nila lahat daw ng gusto ko, nabibigay sakin.
Pag ako ang humingi, dumadating.
Pag ako ang nagsabi, nangyayari.
Pagdating sakin, lahat daw madali.
Lahat daw ako ang favorite:
favorite anak, favorite pamangkin, favorite kapatid, favorite pinsan, favorite friend, favorite kausap, favorite katawanan, favorite iyakan, favorite kasama.

im not spoiled.
im not an ass.
im far from being a brat.
i dont give people a hard time.
and i could be the most loveable person.
if i want to.

i may have all these.. pero bakit ganon..

i still dont have you.

*****
clarification:

i dont get everything i want.
hindi lahat naibibigay sa akin. i just dont ask much, that's why. at madali akong matuwa sa maliliit na bagay. at masaya na rin ako kahit papano sa kung ano man ang meron ako.

i hate being sad. i hate it when im the reason of someone being sad. kaya as much as possible, ayoko nang may kaaway.
ANG NKAKAINTINDI, YUN ANG UMINTINDI.

i still don't have him.
sino ba yung 'him'? hindo ka pa rin alam.. haha, labo!
sucks... yes. pero okay lang, i still have the best the world could offer me, and that's the gift of unconditional love my family and friends give me.

And i couldn't ask for anything more. :)

darn it..
bat ako pa..
bakit ako pa ang kinuhaan mo ng phone.
leche ka..
ayoko pa naman nang nagmumura
pero napilitan ako,
dahil leche ka tlga..

kaasar ka.
gggrrrrrrrrrrrrr ka.
arrrrrgggggghhhhh!
madulas ka sana.

sana kailanagn na kaialngan mo lng tlga ng pera.
sana mabusog ka
sana ipambili mo sya ng damit, o kaya
ipang-iskwela.. mo, o nang kapatid mo, o anak mo..
basta sana, nakatulong ako.
at napabuti ka.

siyet ka, asar pa rin.
phone ko un!


****
kung nag-aral sana ako,
mataas sana ang nakuha ko sa test.
perfect ko ung first part, bokya naman sa second part.
malay ko ba, wla akong copy nung ibang terms dun.

***
wala akong phone.
but i handled it gracefully.
thanx sa mga friends ko na tumulong sa pagpapasaya sakin.
dko masyadong naramdaman ung bigat ng kamalasan.