there was still a prick in my heart.
when i read on how you longed to be with her and hold her hand,
the way she brightens your every day,
and the way she seem to make you feel complete.

maybe it hurts, because i know.. that someone is not me.
and a part of me just can't seem to accept that.
but i guess the good new is
a big part of me is happy... finally.

happy because you have fallen in love.
and you are living your life once again.
it is my hope for you to find that gift.
and i pray for you to never lose it.

you have always been my fire, j.
i have loved you from the very start.
and i'll always will.

i miss you.