when does one stops caring?

i was doing a fairly well job on moving forward with my life.
i have my family, i have my friends.
although i lost him, i've learned to accept our fate.
there are just things in life that are not meant to be.
sometimes you just have to learn to let go.

but when does one really stops caring?
does it ever end?
or do you just go on pretending you don't care,
but inside you worry,
too much that it hurts so bad.



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ilang beses ko na bang sinabi na ayoko na.
makailang beses na siguro..

pero hindi pa rin madala.
hindi ko pa rin maialis yung pakiramdam ng pag-aalala,
na gusto kong maging okay sya.