its a mazing how sadness can consume you.

ewan ko ba, bakit ang daming taong depressed ngayon..
and, oo, kasama na ako sa kanila
..paminsan.

may mga bagay naman kse tlgang nkaka-depressed.
nkaka-down.
na maiinis ka na lng..
pero wla kang magawa.
bad trip tlga, when its one of those days.

MGA BAGAY NA KNADDEPRESSAN KO:
application to graduate
bad trip to dahil, arrrgghh.. napagastos pa ako. basta, ang mahal!!! kse naman, kse namn, babatukan ko na ang sarili ko. *ugh*
i want to go to the beach
pero wlang pera, wlang pera, wlang pera. bora daw sa holyweek, haaaaay, hanggang panaginip nalang muna siguro yon.
OJT
tons of work to do.. alone. now that aj, is through with her time. kawawa nman ako, mag-isa na alng ako sa office. :(
thesis
ayokona ayokona ayokona. natutuyot na ang utak ko sa kakaisip ng isusulat sa thesis na yan. may defense pa. Lord, have mercy on us.
the pressure of graduating
parents, family, relatives, asking "kelan kba ggraduate??" aaarggh. june, june, june, Oh pls, let me graduate on june.
love problems
ewan ko ba, love problems na to, hindi na yata mawawala sakin ang problemang ganito, mahirap na amsarap na magmahal.. kahit ayokong mag-expect, nag-eexpect pa rin ako. umaasa.. lahat naman umaasa.. na sana, may kapalit na pagmamahal din isusukli sa kanila. i want the real thing. and they say, the real thing always takes a lot of work.
friends
the thought of leaving school is depressing kse you know that you wouldn't see friends that you're used to see almost everyday. you laugh with them, you hav fun with them, you get bitchy with them. and they, well.. they bear with your bitchyness. *sigh* its just sad to be away from people who have been a part of your every day.
cellphone
lost another one. yea, go ahead, you have the right to spank me twice, thrice. i'm too depressed with my kagagahan to even feel anyway.

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bakit ganon, pag mga bagay na nkaka-bad trip ang pinag-uusapan,
you could go on and on with the list you have.
bad trip, asar, grrr...

wait lang nga, ayoko nang mbad-trip.
gusto ko naman sumaya.
kaya siguro, iisipin ko nalng muna yung masasayang pangyayari.
and then maybe,

happiness would consume me.
*Try natin*

think happy thoughts..
think happy thoughts...

hmmmm.. *smiling*..
mmmm..... mmm.. *grinning*

i think it's working.. :)