Sometimes I wonder, "how much more stupid can I get?"

I sit dazedly on the sofa chair, clutching my cellphone as if the answers to all my life's question depends on it.

Alanis morisette's "Everything" was playing on the radio.
"...you see everything u see every part
you see all my light and u love my dark..."

I imagine him somewhere, singing this song, devoting every word to me. His declaration of love bursting.
Great... now im having hallucinations.

"...and you're still here."
Yeah... i'm still here.