why do you always have to ask the hardest questions.

i'm miserable with you.
i'm miserable without you.

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i wanted to be yours and yours forever,
but i'm starting to feel like i'm becoming my own enemy.

you make me thread on a divided road,
one leading to your demise, one leading to mine.
either way i'm bound to lose.
so where do i go?

tell me please,
where should i go?