it's been nearly three months since we've been apart.
a month of it with no communication (text, call, or meet-ups) at all
i am missing him terribly but i can't do anything about it.
because if i did, if i dare lift a hand and call him
or open my lips and say "i need you to come back.."
it'll hurt more.

am i doing the right thing..
or am i giving up on the one thing that felt so real to me.

i waited for him for almost over two years.
i guess the waiting has to end one way or another.