when you realize that the sister of the one you love is mad at you
all your plans of happily ever after vanish..
it felt like the whole world had crumbled under my feet.
i didnt know what to do.

and for the millionth time in my life i just had to open my big fat mouth.
it was stupid stupid stupid.
this is one mistake i never get tired of doing:
letting my emotions get the better of me.