i read all my past entries dto sa blog.
most of them about kay myk.
tagal na rin pla..
mga one term din akong broken hearted
3 months ko din iniisip kung anong nagyari..
kung san ako nagkamali.
kung anong kulang.
o kung may sobra..

i could still feel how in love i was at that time
at ngayon narealize ko
all my blog entries then was of "me" in love.
none of them were 'him' in love with me.
no, this is not one of those bitter entries.
i don't hate him.
i loved him.
and i know he loved me at a time too.
this is more of.. acceptance.
oo, masarap ma-in love
masarap magmahal.
pero masarap din isipin na meron ding magmamahal sayo nang higit pa sa inaakala mo.

i'm in love.

*sigh*
haha, i know.. how redundant.
na naman.
i use the "L" word, as if it was the first time.
at alam ko,
pwedeng mali na naman ako..
pwedeng na-ooverwhelmed..
pwedeng natutuwa lang..
or kahit anong pwede pa.
pero pwede rin namang tama dba..
pwede ring "eto na tlga"
lahat naman naghahanap ng taong mkakapalagayan mo ng loob
at masasabi na,
"finally, i never have to wander again..
coz here you are.. with me."
at lahat hindi makakasigurado
we could only hope for the best
and in my part, i not only hope but believe
believeing always helps
lalo na kung parehas kayong naniniwala.