*Bakit ganon.. parang lahat ng bagay may kapalit..

Good points:
Bakasyon
Sa wakas.. wla na akong iintindihin.
Hndi nako ggising ng maaga.
Wala ng mga nakakalokong tests
In aj and crystal's words:
Hindi nako "mawiwindang".

Bohol
This is the one thing that im looking forward to
(since the cellphone issue)
ito ang pinapangapangarap kong paraiso.

Friends
Si Marian and Ava, they just make my life bearable. Everything seems to be wonderful kpag kasama ko sila.
Donna and Almira
Kahapon, na-meet nila c marian and ava.
They clicked.
Ang saya-saya ko..
There's nothing better than having your closest friends be friends with your other closest friends.
Tuwang-tuwa tlga ko nung gabing yon.
It brought me to a natural high. Bliss.

Bad points:
Im broke.
Wala ako, ni singkong duling.
Ang hirap nang hindi mo mabili yung mga gusto mo.
Yung mga pangangailangan mo.
Yung tipong bibili nalang ng chichirya jan sa kanto, dmo pa magawa.
Nanghihinayang kang umalis dahil sayang sa pamasahe.
Gustong-gusto mong tawagan at itxt ung mga taong malapit sayo, pero di mo magawa dahil for the nth time, na-cut ang line mo.

Graduate na cla almira, donna, at tina. LOA naman si racquel.
I'll miss them so much, just thinking about it, hurts.

I failed a major class..
Expsych. Hndi ko alam kung pano sasabihin sa parents ko.
Lalo na ngayon. Walang-wala kami.
At wala na rn akong mukhang maihaharap.
Maglilihim na nmn ako..

The cellphone issue
Once again..Umasa na nman ako..Naghangad masyado.. Nadisapoint. Napahiya.
Fuck.

Passing away of a friend.
Seeing a dear friend suffer.. grieve.
And not being able to do anything.

I failed a friend.
I hurt a friend.
Aie, of all people..
Nakalimutan ko sya.. hindi ko naisip ung mararamdaman nya..
Parang diko kayang humarap sa kanya at sabihing
"Pasensya na.. nagkakamali rn ako."
There's nothing worse than hurting someone you love.

Shame.

Letting my parents down.
Letting a friend down.
Letting myself down.

Feeling worthless.

Trying to be perfect. And not even getting close.

Crying.. and still feel worse.

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SA BAWAT ARKO NG ISANG NGITI,
ISANG BASO NG LUHA..